I have ended my lease and put my notice in at work. I have reserved the Uhaul truck and ordered boxes to pack. All that is left is to get off my ass and do it. It is about 2 weeks until the move and Lisa and I are getting more excited everyday. Planning our lives together and looking forward tot he time we will have.
I can’t help but start feeling a little of the remorse I am sure I will continue to feel for leaving my son and mom. With my mom in the hospital and Liam at that point in his life where he is open to the molding and learning it takes to grow into a self-respecting person, I really hate to have to leave it all behind. I know I will still get to see him after the move and I am going to try all I can to make sure it is as often as possible. I will come back to Dallas every couple of weeks and spend the day with him. What scares me is he will forget me and when the time comes to visit he won;t want to.
I am sure all will be well, I have a great life ahead of me and sometimes you have to cut your losses to move forward and start over. Keeping Liam a part of my life is top of my priorities once I am down there but I cant help the fear in the back of my mind.
